quincievampire

Raise your voice, raise your fist It doesn't matter, I don't exist Make more cuts on my wrist It doesn't matter, I won't be missed Another fight, a different night Turn off the light, it's a bloody sight The skin is burning, the scars are sore Never learning, I lay on the floor The names you call me start to stick I realize that I make you sick Taking a drag of my cigarette I really wish we'd never met I'm tired of always being your pet My entire life is a big regret.  

A message for you: I love you, you know that? As more than a friend, and I know you know that, because I've told you. I know you have a boyfriend, and he seems great, and it seems like he loves you alot and you love him. But, I get jealous when I see you and him holding hands. Every time we hang out, I'm always looking for you, if you're not there I'm wondering when you will be. You're absolutely beautiful, I know you think you're not, but I think you are, and your boyfriend agrees with me. The 9th of November 2009, when we first met, I didn't think we would become as close as we are now, and I'd like to be even closer, because in my opinio

See it, want it, think about it Deliberate, can't live without it Spending money, like it's not an issue One day she's gonna, really miss you Feeling wealthy, feeling rich Acting like, a total bitch Gotta have it all Everything, now Makes you feel like Something, how? Monetary worth and self worth, are one in the same You're broke and have only, yourself to blame Pointing fingers, leaving tips Applying makeup, kissing lips You're not jealous anymore Sorry, this should have happened before This lifestyle became increasingly hard Death by stolen credit card.

It was the night of the choir trip, and the choir was at the hotel. Mrs. Lady of the Lair had lost the list, and couldn't remember who was rooming with who. So, she just randomly put people in rooms. Rosencrantz and Guildenstern got put together (yay!) along with Cat and Muffin! They all walked to the room together and changed into their pajamas. They all looked at each other. "Well, it would be SO gay if we slept together, not gay as in stupid but gay as in actually homosexual," said Muffin to Cat. "Right," said Cat. "We should sleep with a GIRL!" Cat said, pointing at the wall. "Um..." Muffin said, turning Cat around. "The girls are over TH

I don't want to get over you, I want to get under you Sometimes I wonder too The eyes that see me, the skies that caught me What is it that I'm not? What is it I forgot? I will always love you, I'll be your backup girl If you ever change your mind, you know who to find I'll wait for you forever, even if you never come I can't give up I won't let go So I just thought I'd let you know.

I've stopped eating But I keep repeating The reasons I lie Awake and cry Fourteen times I'll snap the band And slowly let go of the grasp of your hand It won't go away So I'll just go with it It wants me there So I won't miss it Smoke in the lungs Drugs in my veins Taking me over Erasing the pain Cold and thin, I pass by your side You missed me mentioning suicide Cigarettes strewn across my bed My heart stopped beating, I'm clearly dead Abuse and hatred were the ones that raised me Fourteen times you could have saved me.  

Dear depression, I'm returning to you. Did you miss me? Turns out I missed you alot. I'm sorry I left you. It was all the outsiders that convinced me you were bad, but in reality, you are my friend. We've been through alot, and I'm not gonna forget it. You have been there for me through everything, and helped me through it all. I thank you for that. I promise I won't talk about you behind your back anymore. You see, some people are afraid of you, but I'm not. I look into your blood red eyes and feel home. I'm glad to be back.

How to start... It started with the belt. The rainbow belt, and the way she always felt. Hopeless and sad, taken over by depression. Thought she was getting better, but this was just regression. Feeling like dying, thinking of ways, That she could end her lonely days. She saw the belt, and her ceiling fan, And she thought, yeah, I probably can. Kill myself by hanging from there, And give my parents quite a scare. I'm light enough, the fan will hold me, I'll be dead, so they can't scold me. She wrapped the belt around her neck, And thought of the lives she was going to wreck. She stopped for a moment, and contemplate

Can you imagine? A better life? One where you feel, like happiness is real You don't have to fake it, cause life is what you make it Rejection and sadness, would be nonexistant Depression wouldn't be, so damn persistant You would feel loved, wanted and cared for You wouldn't need, to cut yourself anymore You wouldn't always be crying You wouldn't feel like dying You say you're fine, you're lying You try to feel loved, but you just feel lost Trying to be happy, you've paid the cost You don't really smile anymore I wish you could find what you're looking for You're so sad, my darling, and I wish I could fix you Because you