Boyfriend

I've got a boyfriend
You all don't know him
I know these things
I shouldn't show him

He treats me right
And kisses me good
If you knew him you'd like him
I know you would

Hands together
Touching my heart
We just can't stand
To be apart

Tears are falling
He has to go
Just wait one moment
You have to know

I'll love him till the world ends
He loves me true and never pretends

We end up kissing in the rain
Trying to let go of all this pain

Never let
His lips leave mine
He grabs my hand
We intertwine

He hugs me for quite a very long time
And says "Call me" and i say "Fine"

He asks me what the matter is
And i slip my hand inside of his

I tell him that i'll miss him to death
And then i sigh and take a breath

His lips somehow end up on mine
And i'm regretting saying "Fine"

I want him here
For my entire life
He'll be my husband
And i'll be his wife

I'm sorry that i made him cry
I made him sad when i asked him "Why?"

I apologized till i couldn't anymore
He said it wasn't my fault and wasn't before

He made me promise
I'd still keep in touch
And asked me if
I loved him much

I said i couldn't
Express it in words
And over our heads
Flew a flock of birds

He pointed at the birds and said
I'll love you always, till i'm dead

And when birds no longer fly south
Then my tongue will leave your mouth

I started crying, yes, right there
And i told him that it wasn't fair

That we can't see each other more
Two days later i'm bleeding on the floor

I slit my wrists
With a razor blade
Because his kisses
Just won't fade

Don't think i'm a freak but i'm gonna tell you, how i feel
I'm depressed now cause my boyfriend, isn't really real.